“I’m doing a macaroni interpretation of my rotation”
“My lord…” She cleared her throat. He didn’t budge. “My lord, you’re going to suffer summer sickness if you sleep in the heat here.” She put her bucket by her feet, debating if she should kneel down and touch him. “My lord.”
His breath was smooth and even. He was far away in his dreams. Laurel almost felt bad as she got onto her knees and reached out. “Lord Saeran.” She whispered, hoping to wake him gently. Her hand made contact with his shoulder, giving him a tiny shake. “Lord Saeran.”
He moved far too quickly for her to react. His hand shot out like from a bow and clamped around her neck. She took a sharp breath inward, the lack of air she could take in as Saeran’s grip grew tighter. Her own hands grabbed around his wrist as she made a gurgling sound. Saeran’s eyes were empty as she beat at his hand. She kicked her legs out, knocking her bucket over. Nothing was getting to him as her world started to fade at the edges. She could feel spit eking from the corner of her lips as she tried to make words.
Laurel’s world went dark.
Where we met, I forget.
But it was there I took your hand and tied a string around it.
And when I got upset, I pulled the string to forget all my pains and woes.
You would come to meet my hand.
Like a puppet on a string.
If the line would go slack, you would always come back, and life was good with you and I.
My puppet on a string.
There was another I soon forget, one we took in our hands and gave him strings as well.
We were a sight of endless delight
Three bodies tied by strings.
On the string between him and I, a silly little ring.
A promise little ring.
My dear puppets on their strings.
Time did pass but we did last, we tied up hundreds of strings.
Some were frail, some were strong, some we kept very long.
They were our friends, but none as tight as the bonds that bound the first string I tied between you and I,
My favorite puppet on his string.
But the string bound around that ring?
One day when the line went slack, I pulled it back…
Only a shell came back.
I took my strings and tied them tight, to make him dance for my delight.
So I would not crack, I brought him back.
A ghost upon sorrow strings.
I made him dance, I made him sing, I hid behind him, pulling the strings.
To hide my heart from falling apart.
Me and my secret on a string.
Yet again time did flow.
Now it’s just a story few know.
I hide my heart a long ways apart.
My hidden doll on his strings.
Trapped behind a wall of sorts, a barrier he can not cross.
To a place where puppets should not be.
Where all beings should be free.
He still remains, I dare not part,
Still protecting my fragile heart.
Though I should give up his strings and put to rest
That empty, silent shell… would be best.
A puppet master with empty strings.
Other strings tied to other things, promises they do speak.
Of how the strings that have been tied between them and I
Are just as strong as the first string I had tied.
So maybe I can give up my dear shell.
Goodbye, soon, my puppet on his string.
You know the worst part?
My favorite puppet on a string…
If the same were to happen to you…
I would not hesitate to slice the strings to my doll.
Let the painful memories finally fall.
In this place where he does not belong.
I’d tie you to me, like it was all along…
Just you and I.
To hide my heart.
So I would not fall apart.
I’d make you dance, I’d make you’d sing.
And lose myself upon your strings.
Would you be alright?
If I turned you into my doll?
Because I could not stand, if you did fall…
Flash. The storm begins. Old women cross their hands and aim them to the sky. Old men lower their tools, their hats, their heads. Mothers find their children and lead them to canopied safety while their wide eyes watch as the young and strong begin their work.
Crack – of both thunder and wood. The men work without a word, repeating the motions they have seen. The action is imprinted at birth. Almost.Continue reading “Thunder Rolls”
It’s now insanely clear how lost I have gotten. I had gone from ‘living’ to ‘existing’, and it’s all because six morons decided to come camp out at my house for nearly two weeks that I understand that.
They called it Meicon. And it was wonderful.Continue reading “Meicon 2015”
We get loud at the end.
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:32 AM] Otter: LOOK AT WHAT YOU’VE DONE
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:32 AM] Otter: YOU’RE TEARING THIS FAMILY APART
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:33 AM] Terra: Well maybe if you cleaned up once in a while…
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:33 AM] Otter: :O
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:33 AM] Terra: Put on a dress. Prettied yourself up.
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:33 AM] Terra: Maybe I’d take you out. We’d leave the kids with Aunty Ryio and have a night out.
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:34 AM] Terra: But no. You’re always wearing that frumpy smock.
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:34 AM] Otter: It’s comfy
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:34 AM] Terra: It’s coveted in bacon fat
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:34 AM] Terra: You remind me of your mother.
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:34 AM] Otter: It’s comfy and smells of bacon
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:34 AM] Otter: What’s not to like
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:34 AM] Terra: Frumpy!
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:35 AM] Terra: You’re not the woman I married.
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:35 AM] Otter: We’re not even married!
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:35 AM] Otter: Wait
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:35 AM] Otter: Was I drunk?
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:35 AM] Ryio: Who wants to play cribbage? (That’s what auntys do right?)
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:35 AM] Terra: WHAT HAS BECOME OF US CHISTOS.
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:35 AM] Otter: Did we get married by Elvis?
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:35 AM] Terra: He was a nice man
[Thursday, February 26, 2015 10:35 AM] Otter: I’m sure he was lovely.